emo very emo

I dont know whats come over me lately. I think i've been watching too many touching movies most recent would be Reign Over Me i somehow find the story very intriguing a must watch. Well guess what i didnt go out today as planned since thomas 'put me aeroplane again', ah well.

i started to listen to japanese songs dont ask me why. And i like all types of music be it punk rock, indies rock, r and b, techno, trans etc... depends on the mood... so currently i keep listening its just love by MISIA



and yeah i decided to give up dota for a while to concentrate on practising guitar hope it works out well for me. Well my sleep time is completely fucked up i sleeping at 8 in the morning and wake up at 8 in the evening.

Looking forward to friday finally get to meet up with some gay buddies of mine LOL. its been like fucking ages since i;ve seen them hope all of them can make it.

WTF i'm gay?
i dont know but it's been awhile now but people keep calling me gay wtf?..
to clarify i;m not gay. Jus havent found the right one and no i'm no advertising here...




current wishlist(someone buy it for me pleasE)

Hare shoes



and base control key holder no pics zzzzzzzz...

thats all for today

UPdated

i normally made this blog about my friends at school but since its holidays i'll do it about myself... not going to update much today but will do soo tml cause i'm going out bitches yeah... guess wtf i've been doing these couple of fucking days... watching fucking movies at cinemas and at home hard core LOL.... i'm bored out of my fucking mind.... i kinda watched to a poiint that i'm getting my accent bac abit LOL..... and i look like shit... i havent shaved in a couple days everyday i dont get enough sleep i;ved played dota till a fucking point where i have panda looking eyes but guess what i look cool in em LOL.... my hair grown to a point i cant do anything to it and i needa trim my fucking toe nails...


the thing about dota i tried quitting... and guess what, it fucking worked for 2 hours.... and u get pissed of when u lose i'm dont even know why the fuck i play that fucking game for....


guys/girls i;m fucking bored save my from my hell(which i actually enjoy) but my friends and family say i need to get out more... anyone CLUBBING message my ass at 81 u know the fucking rest and if ya dont your obviously not my friend....

currently bought a bass guitar for nothing seldom play no motivation lately as we seldom jam so ZUL hurry up we need to look for band members asap so we can form our own band...


ps.... i'll take a pic of myself just before i wake up give ya'll a laugh LOL...


later